Tuesday, February 3, 2009
not very happy ~
when i know my dad beat my mum again ~ dat day went my friend hus to steamboat ~! zzz damn was not at home ~
ask my mummy y nv call me ~ she say she dunwan to dag us into it ~
haix ~ my dad gave all the $$ to other MIC ~ and left us trouble ~
i hate him ~ din want to call him or address him "papa"
i cry when my mummy cry telling this matter
how i wish ~
i can have more $$ and bring my muumy out of this place ~
seriously deep down in my hate i hate my dad ~ he dun want to pay for my brother edu fee ~ how i wish that ~ he was like his oldself ~ i always tell mummy to leave him ~ i dun need him i always show her the face that i dun really care wheather i gt a dad or not ~ i pray hard that he will come back to his sense one day ~
i dun really jealous abt ppl who have a good bf ~ i always tell myself i will have it one day
i dun really jealous ppl who have a nice bag that i long for~ i tell myself i will have it one day
but i really jealous ppl who have a nice daddy ~ maybe i can have one ~ next life~~~
